I have been downright cranky lately. I'm not sure of the exact cause, but I do know that I have not been eating as well as I normally do and I stopped walking because of the cold. So I sat myself down yesterday and gave myself a stern talking to.
Sometimes we can be our own worst enemy, and I am definitely no exception. Yesterday I was feeling particularly grumbly. My car is pretty old and it has been acting up a bit. I need it to behave so I can drive it to Atlanta for Christmas. My finances are pretty slim and so I have been worried about how I am going to pay for any repairs. I decided to turn it over to the universe. I meditated and prayed and I know that it will work out somehow. I have no idea how, but I just believe that it will. I am off to the car repair place this morning to see what happens.
We all have burdens big and small, and sometimes they can just seem overwhelming. My grandmother was a very wise woman who told me worry would not add one day to my life. She was so right.
I am going to print out that list of things to do today, and I am going to tape it to my mirror where I will see it first thing each morning. I am going to practice making each day wonderful, and when I start to feel grumbly I am going to practice more.